Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in angelis4christ's LiveJournal:

Friday, February 9th, 2007
12:19 pm	Hello Hello So basically I've been gone forever and a day. Not much is going on. I'm still don't the whole guitar singing thing. Maybe someday I'll do it in public. haha. I'm going to the conservatory of music right now. That is about it. I have goals but I'll update later. :) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 5th, 2004
1:08 am	gone I miss you. I know it has been a long time scince I last saw your face. Even though all I said was hey.. it was still the same. It is amazing how after so many years it still felt the same. You made it stop and skip once agian. It is as if you pull the strings on my heart. Funny how it ended and we through it all away. We were the best of friends but it all faded away. If it could only be the same today. The faded pictures on my wall remind me of how it was once. Not like we didn't have a good thing but even the best of things can go sour. I wounder if you think of me sometimes when you are alone or if the little things around you cause your brian to spark a memory of us. Funny how times have changed. Now you are gone. I pushed you away. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
12:51 am	Everything Tuesday, October 12, 2004 I go to a strict church. Which I don't mind. We are not allowed to do a lot of things biblically, cut our hair, wear pants, jewlery etc. Anyway I might get put on discipline. That is when you are not allowed to participate in church, take parts etc. They think I pluck my eyebrows, I used to and when they asked me I admitted it. I also told them I was stopping little by little, I didn't want to look stupid you know because growing back your eyebrows looks *coughs* funny. Anyway just pray that they don't ask me about it and that I don't get put on discipline over this. Sometimes I feel like life is bringing me down. I reach for perfection and always fall short of my expectations. I don't know maybe they are high and unreachable but I have to try. I wish I was financially stable to that I could be able to move out on my own and not deal with my mother. She gets worse everyday. I can hear him late at night when they think I can't hear them. He tells her how much he hates us and wants her to kick us out. We don't pay anything he says, not like it is all about money. He treats me like crap and then expects me to actually talk to him and like him. I know I am supposed to forgive everyone but that doesn't mean that he can treat me like crap all the time. She yells at me and fights with me all the time. It is the only time he is happy when she hates me. While shes treating me like crap. You should see him he smiles and laughs. He is so unhappy he wants me to be to. When I am able to leave I am not turning back. I don't want to have anything to do with them. I am still trying to come down to my goals but it is so hard. I am at school right now and will be for a while. Monday, August 16, 2004 Church was awesome today. I had a blast. I love God. He is so amazing. It is great to see how he is working in my life. I just wish I could be as faithful to him as he is to me. I can't repay him not even with serving him always and forever for what he has done for me. The best part is.. he is not done yet. Wednesday, August 11, 2004 Nothing really happened today. I am trying to get back into doing pilates and stuff but I'm quite the lazy bum this summer. Tuesday, August 10, 2004 Sometimes I do things that really make me think.Who am I?? I can't even believe myself sometimes. If I was someone else would I like myself?? I am not sure. Especially when I start acting crazy. I have been giving some though on moving out of my parents house. I can't really but it is a thought. I need a job first. Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 18th, 2004
2:20 am	Hi Yea. So I figured out how to work this thing. I'll post stuff maybe not as often as you'd think. I love God.He has been awesome to me. I just don't deserve it.The best thing that ever happened and will happen to me. (Comment on this)